This YouTube thing and being active on social media is really going in waves for me. It must feel fun and inspiring when I create, and when the creative spark shines with its absence, it is better to spend energy on other things.

Yesterday I was inspired to do something involving skateboarding. I also wanted to test slow motion with my new macro lens. I also brought an extra camera to record the behind-the-scenes material, which is new to me. I have underestimated the difficulty of VLOGGING and creating at the same time. The energy easily becomes a little fragmented.

YouTube, which should be the most "natural" platform for a video creator, I have often felt a certain resistance to. But who knows, maybe it's time to change your mind?